'At the beginning of the course, you don't feel very
confident. I don't know whether that's because you are a mature student
and many of the other students are younger that you feel a little bit
different perhaps, and feel that you have more of a challenge on your
hands.
However, as time goes on, you realise that all the
experience you've had, things that have gone on previously in your life,
are beneficial to you and help you out on the course and especially
on placement. How to communicate with people is one of the main things.
For example, with being on Child Branch, I have come to realise that
a lot of my communication is with families, and it's knowing what to
say to parents and how to say it, how you come across, that's important.
Once you get past that first year, you have proved
to yourself that you are able to study again because for most mature
students it's been a long time since they were in a classroom. That's
where the Access course helps. At first, the thought of writing an essay
was terrifying but now I'd love to have an essay of only a thousand
words. You progress. It becomes easier as you go on.
What has helped me on this course is that the longer
I am on it, the more I feel the benefit of practice and the more I am
enjoying it. There is always someone you can go to for help. The worst
thing was finding how I could go about applying for a course in nursing,
and then thinking about the four years of study including the Access
course. It all seemed really daunting.
I didn't know how I would feel on that first day
on the Access course but from day one I loved it. Everyone was in the
same boat. We were all mature students. That made you feel a bi t more
at ease. We were all in the same situation, we hadn't studied for years
and a lot of us had families.
Now I feel I can face any new challenges. Nursing
is full of challenges. No situation is the same. Every child is different.
That's what keeps me stimulated to carry on.'