So, what happened?
Despite keeping my hand in education, the change to study leave hit me like a slap in the face.
Having spent two decades structuring my work around modules and student support, having no structure left me floundering, which is not something that comes naturally to me. I found myself working even longer hours than normal, keen to not waste the opportunity, enjoying the intellectual headspace, and lacking the fixed reward schedule of teaching.
My worry that I was not doing enough drove me to start to keep records of what I was doing. I kept a reflective journal in which I recorded key tasks completed, successes, gratitude points and things to park (always ‘Reviewer 2’). I even gave myself gold stars when a paper was accepted, a student submitted their thesis, or I secured some funding.
I managed to submit or publish more papers than I had planned too, although not the exact ones I planned. I submitted 12 funding applications in the end, and through those secured funding for two more PhD students and two education projects. While the bigger grants were not successful, the process of writing them opened new directions and collaborations for me. It also carved out a new research area for me in women’s health and ADHD.
I spent a fair amount of time recording podcasts and doing smaller media activities, but the part I am secretly most proud of – 21,000 followers on Instagram (and still growing)!